I reali dunoe how to go on....

I reali dunnoe how to go on,tis is my first time losing everything tat i got..
Especially you...Struggle with this relationship,i dunnoe to hang on all let go,i reali dunnoe..

Every night,i cried secretly jux not to let another notice,i cried infront of my piano where i already swear i will be a strong women and will not shed a tear infront of my piano anymore,but is you...I shed again,I swear i will not play some scores again,dust have been up on the book,is you,i start playing again..I dunnoe how long i can go on,i reali breaking down soon...

I rmb the fun time we shared,the unhappy moment we shared,and even,the memorable time we have,everything is in my mind and everything is fresh in my head...It jux like everything happens only ytd...I reali love you,but i reali scare of losing..
Missing you day and night,calling and not picking up my call,msging and not even reply,dear,I'm breaking down soon,I'm losing to you veri soon...4yrs,wow,is long,reali,but i guess the worse is to give up,nut i dun wan tat why i'm holding to it jux like you do...

I ever promise to you tat i'll love you to the end when my life ends,My hair turn white,even the very last breathe tat i take,i'll love you...You're my all,no matter where i'll be going,i'll always rmb you in my heart...cuz,I LOVE YOU...


Secretly tearing in my heart,you wont find out...
cuz,everything is numbing mi now...
You are the one that makes mi feel this way...
Your hands,your warm hug,your everything brighten up my days...